Have you ever notice how ironic life is? Most of the time we say things because they are the right words to say at that moment, but after some time when you really get to think about them you realize you were wrong. Wrong in a way that we say things are easy to do, but after experiencing them you'd take back what you said. In reality is it's easy to give advise, but when your the one in the blue you realize that its easier being said than done. Today, my life's a roller coaster. There were some moments that I was happy and moments when I felt like giving up and so hopeless and depressed. "Why?", you may ask, well if it isn't obvious as a student only one thing can cause that, scores in the mastery tests (excluding exams and tests, since we'd have our exams tom.). I feel so guilty and depressed. Guilty because I know I could have done better by actually studying rather than cramming. Depressed because of the effects of my laziness, which resulted to unacceptable score (well, under my terms anyway). Well, they said karma bites you back, then maybe this is it. Now, I realize hard work does beat stored knowledge. What's done is done, I'd try to move on because tomorrow is a new day, a day I vow to be better.
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